"My boss was telling me where to go when I have to go for my post PhD."
It was the fourth or fifth time he had brought up getting out of Indiana.
I couldn't blame him, I wanted out too.
But he was leaving in December, and I was leaving in May.
After he was done talking, I was quiet. The first four or five times I had asked questions and was interested, but last night, I was just depressed by it.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
I told him that the conversation was depressing me. The only reason being that he would move away to MIT, or Harvard, or wherever and I'd be alone again. I apologized telling him that I was being selfish, and I was truely happy for him.
"Why would we break up?" he asked.
I gave him a look. He knew about "EX" and how we had broken up within a month after he moved to Seattle. But my heart wasn't in the look, and I just weakly said, "Long distance doesn't work."
He smiled.
"California and Boston sound like horrible places to live?" I laughed, he had succeeded in making me feel better, at least the idea of me coming with wasn't completely disgusting to him.
"No, they don't sound bad, you know I love Boston. But that's way too far away to think about me moving with you." I said.
"It's way too far away to think about, but you can get depressed by it?" he retorted.
"Touché"
It was the fourth or fifth time he had brought up getting out of Indiana.
I couldn't blame him, I wanted out too.
But he was leaving in December, and I was leaving in May.
After he was done talking, I was quiet. The first four or five times I had asked questions and was interested, but last night, I was just depressed by it.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
I told him that the conversation was depressing me. The only reason being that he would move away to MIT, or Harvard, or wherever and I'd be alone again. I apologized telling him that I was being selfish, and I was truely happy for him.
"Why would we break up?" he asked.
I gave him a look. He knew about "EX" and how we had broken up within a month after he moved to Seattle. But my heart wasn't in the look, and I just weakly said, "Long distance doesn't work."
He smiled.
"California and Boston sound like horrible places to live?" I laughed, he had succeeded in making me feel better, at least the idea of me coming with wasn't completely disgusting to him.
"No, they don't sound bad, you know I love Boston. But that's way too far away to think about me moving with you." I said.
"It's way too far away to think about, but you can get depressed by it?" he retorted.
"Touché"
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